round the block

I find myself walking round the old neighborhood today
The busy streets seem so familiar yet strange
The blue building stands mockingly
Untouched by time hiding all its stories

How many me have stepped in and made memories
Did they laugh and cry with abandon
Dreamed silly fantasies which never came true
Are they still fools and holding on


8/8/2011 1:49am

musings

Put me out of this misery
Once again I am looking
Hoping that you'll be mine
Or leave everything behind

I sigh and hear you do the same
Is your reason the same I wonder
I wanna make the best of what's left
But I could never be other than me

11:13pm

Running through that day again
I try to understand but I am more confused
I've got to let go of this situation
Learn to rebuild me again








3:59: sept 10

full circle

All the things you don't like
Comes back full circle
And you're forced to pretend
Put defences and be on guard

Holding back the tears
Keeping the nightmares inside
Now you're where you started
All hopes dashed and crumbled

You don't know how to act
Questions abound left unanswered
And you're filled with confusion
Looking for confirmation that never came

You feel such A fraud
And think that people knows
You hide, you put on the mask
Try to blank out everything

june - july 2011

invisible

all bones and vacant eyes
invisible and hiding in the dark
heartbreakingly beautiful
in your misery i see the light



8/8/2011