i've been having trouble sleeping
wishing that you are beside me
though i don't know what i'll do
when i find you finally here
these feelings have me confused
and scared i'm just the only one
on this crazy ride i see you across
it's hard to breathe sometimes
can one feel old and young at the same time?
or is this half life i'm living
standing on the edge always
do i beg to belong then?
i dream of the sweet oblivion
i'd sit beside you and not ache
i'd talk and see you as before
not be bothered and just walk away
-11/14/2011 12:03 am
